Life as it is...

The thing is I'm good at pushing people away.

The problem is I don't want to.

Or maybe I do.

I like some things simple.

But when it's too simple,I complicate it.

I'm not a good friend.

I listen,I give advice.

But what's the point?

I know one day something will happen,

And I'll simply loose my friends.

Because,that's what I do best.

The sky is blue,the grass is green.

Simple as that.

But the sky above my head,is a mess.

Is a mess,because I can't clean it.

I don't know how.

I am always thinking.

And the more I think,the more I get sad.

I realise that someday,I will loose everyone I love.

Then what's the point of love?

I still ahven't figures it out yet.

I just enjoy it.

I try not to think about the end,but how much I've learned along the way.